You just have to make me cry dont you?

So like I told you in a few posts ago my father is just like his mother. She likes to visit us more than she should. She came to visit last night (this being my dad b/c he acts just like her, so when he is in his moods I always says that his mother is here to visit.) I dont know how often she hurt him when he was a child. I know it was a lot but I dont know if it was once a week, more than once a week, or less than a week. I dont know and I havent asked.

So I got a new car and I made another payment on it yesterday. Well I knew my dad was getting a big check for one of his clients. It is for the same amount that I still owe on my car. Well just joking around I told him when he got the check he could give it to me so I could pay my car off. How was I to know that was the wrong thing to say? This is when his mother stopped in. He went off on me and was like why dont I take that check and pay blah blah blah that we owe and I dont know how im going to get it all paid back. I told him I was just kidding when I said that and he was like well I am just giving you a dose of reality. So I start crying b/c he is so mean to me. I really do think its his goal to make me cry at least once a week. I dont think a week goes by that I dont cry with him being mean to me. That is one thing that I hope my brother doesnt pick up from him with his own kids. I really dont understand why people say Im not going to treat my kids like that b/c of what they have went through and 9 times out of 10 they do. I HATE THAT HE ACTS LIKE HIS MOTHER AND TREATS ME LIKE CRAP. I HATE THAT HE WAS TREATED BAD AS A CHILD AND NOW I AM HAVING TO PAY FOR IT.