Sunday, February 22, 2009

my 100 truths!

001 Real name → Allyson Gail Hunter
002. Nickname(s) → Ally, Al
003. Zodiac sign → Leo
004. Male or female → Female
005. Elementary School → Westwood
006. Middle School: Hellen Tyson
007. High School → Springdale High School
008. Hair color → Brown w/blue highlights
009. Long or short → Short
010. Loud or Quiet → Quiet
011. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans(if I wore either)
012. Phone or Camera → Camera
013. Health freak → Might be if I could walk
014. Drink or Smoke? Drink yes Smoke no
015. Do you have a crush on someone? No
016. Eat or Drink → Thats a dumb question
017. Piercings → ears
018. Tattoos → No but I want one

HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane → Yes
020. Been in a relationship -No
021. Been in a car accident → Yes
022. Been in a fist fight → No

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → Ears
024. First best friend → Sarah Brown
025. First award → School Perfect Attendence
026. First crush → Danny
027. First big vacation→ Florida

LASTS:
029. Last person you talked to → Brittany
030. Last person you texted → Ashley
031. Last person you watched a movie with → Girls from church
032. Last food you ate → Chicken and rice
033. Last movie you watched→ "Bride Wars"
034. Last song you listened to → "Prayer For A Friend"
035. Last thing you bought → Gas (for my car that I dont have anymore)
036. Last person you hugged → Drew

FAVES:
037. Food → Crab Puffs
038. Drink → Sweet Tea
039. Clothing → Knit
040. Flower → Gerber Daisy
041. Animal → Dog
042. Colors → Pink or any shade of blue
043. Movies →A walk to remember
044. Subjects → Crafts ( I know its not really a subject)

CURRENTLY:
067. Eating → Nothing
068. Drinking → Nothing
069. I'm about to → Go to Bed
070. Listening to → TV
071. Plans for today → Today is almost over fixing to go to bed and start the lovely day tomorrow
072. Waiting for→ Ashley to write me back

YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want kids? →Yeah
074. Want to get married? → Yeah
075. Careers in mind → Something to do with Kids

WHICH IS BETTER WITH GUY?
076. Lips or eyes → Eyes
077. Shorter or taller? → Taller
078. Romantic or spontaneous → Spontaneous
079. Nice stomach or nice arms → Stomach
080. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive
081. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship
082. Trouble-maker or hesitant → Depends

HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses/contacts → Yes
084. Ran away from home → No
085. Held a gun/knife for self defense → No
086. Killed somebody → NO
087. Broken someone's heart → Yep when I was 18
088. Been arrested → No
089. Cried when someone died - Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself → Yes but its hard
091. Miracles → Yes
092. Love at first sight → Yes
093. Heaven → YES
094. Santa Claus → Yes the spirit
095. Sex on the first date → No
096. Kiss on the first date → Depends

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → No
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life?→ Yes
099. Do you believe in God? → YES
100. I → want things to be like they were a month ago but it takes two to work at things.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Lets laugh


a. Go to Google

b. Type your name and the words "likes to" all in quotation marks. (e.g. "Stephen likes to")

c. Report back on the first ten things that come up for your name.

d. Add sarcastic commentary in parenthesis if you feel up to it. How close is Google to reality?


1. Allyson likes to ride Carousels (only been on 2)

2. Allyson likes to jump stalls

3. Allyson likes to watch movies and tell people what was wrong with them (not really)

4. Allyson likes to Dance

5. Allyson likes to Act (far from it)

6. Allyson likes to go to her sister’s classroom after school and on the weekends to help her sister make materials for lessons (dont have a sister)

7. Allyson likes to talk ( this would be true)

8. Allyson likes to keep active on the weekends ( I do like have stuff to do on the weekends)

9. Allyson likes to read ( not true at all)

10. Allyson likes to swim ( I do I do)

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Who am I??

Like I have said in many post before the past few weeks of my life have been turned upside down. Its starting to get right side up again but slowly very slowly. I have heard this song many time before and tonight it really hit me. I think it hit me different b/c of how my life has been the last few week and all the pain I have gone through and still and going through. The third line that says "would care to feel my pain," got me to thinking when I am hurting and going through a hard time and I am in pain so in my heavenly father. Im not going through in alone. He feel all the same pain that I am feeling at that very same moment. There is someone who does know exactly how I am feeling. Another thing that got me to thinking was the chorus of the song. Its really amazing if you think about it how we are this little piece here on earth, and he still hears us when we call to him. We think that we get lost and mixed in with the rest of the world but when dont he hears us when we call.





Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wandering heart.


Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.


I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.


Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again.
Who am I?
That the voice that calmed the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.


Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.


Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.


I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.


I am yours.


Whom shall I fear?
Whom shall I fear?
'Thy I am yours.
I am yours.

Monday, February 9, 2009

How blonde are you?? I am 21% blonde

Simply put an "X" in all the situations that have happened to you!

1. [] I have walked into a glass/screen door.
2. [] I have tripped on my shoelace and fallen.
3. [] I have choked on my own spit and thought I were gonna die.
4. [] I've seen the Matrix a bunch of times and still don't get it.
5. [] I type only with my pointer fingers.
6. [] I have "accidentally" caught something on fire.
7. [] I've told a cop to *&%$ off
8. [] I have attempted to sip out of a straw but it accidentally went intomy nose, rather than my mouth.
9. [x] I have thought of something funny, and laughed out loud and people looked at me weird.
10. [] I've caught myself drooling
11. [] I've "accidentally" caused an explosion.
12. []If someone says the word "duty", I can't help but laugh.
13. [] I've been into a "Do Not Enter" one way road plenty oftimes.
14. [x] Sometimes I just...stop thinking & zone out.
15. [ ] It is POSSIBLE to lick your elbow...[I totally saw someone do it the other day, no joke]
16. [] I just tried to lick my elbow.
17. [] People often shake their heads and walk away from me.
18. [] People often tell me to use my "inside voice"
19. [x] Gum has fallen out of my mouth while talking.
20. [x] I use my fingers to do simple math. [I didn't want to lie]
21. [] I've jumped off a moving vehicle
22. [] I've eaten a bug for $5 or less.[Not my proudest moment.]
23. [] I'm taking this test when I should be doing something more important.
24. [] I repost chain letters because I'm scared of what they threaten will happen if I don't.
25. [] I've removed my pants when I was with friends.?[I was changing]
26. [] I've ran around naked when I was with friends (truth or dare is great)
27. [x] I've searched all over the place for something, and then realized it was in my hand the whole time.
28. [] I "accidentally break" a lot of things.
29. [x] My friends know not to use big words on me.
30. [] I put my head to the side when I'm confused.
31. [x] Sometimes I start telling a story and suddenly forget what I'm talking about.
32. [x] I've fallen out of my chair before. ( I have done this but this has nothing to do with being blonde, I have been tipped out by others)
33. [] When I'm laying in bed, I sometimes stare at the ceiling and try to find pictures and words in the texture.(like the stars...but not)

Tally up your number of x's. MULTIPLY THAT NUMBER BY 3 TO GET YOUR PERCENTAGE. Repost this as "I am _% blonde"

Sunday, February 8, 2009

This girl at my church wrote this poem last night. I think she is in the 10th grade. I just thought I would share it. She pretty much sums it all up.



look all around you, what do u see?? what proof is needed!!! just shut up and believe. I'm saving your life, yelling at you, just listen to meeee!! listen to me!! He's so much more, so much love, so much life, i cant even say enough of what he is like. he's crying for you, crying for u now.. he want's you although he doesn't need you he's still crying because he knows ur fait, he knows that u will be in pain. Stop focusing on the world!! we are not made for this world!! we are not embedded in the crevices of the world because we are CHRIST'S! We can not love the false joy of this world!! We can only truly have one thing and that is christ. thats all were made for, thats the only reason were here, don't like it, i'm sorry your loss.

A fun little game!

Change my answers to yours.- Use the 1st letter of your first name to answer each of the following ... they have to be real places, names, things...nothing made up!- Try to use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial. (WHICH, BY THE WAY, IS HARD IF YOU ALREADY READ THEIR ANSWERS)- You CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl.- When you are done, post it in a new note and tag whoever you think will want to play along!

1. What is your name: Allyson
2. 4 letter word: Andy(its a name I know but it still counts)
3. Vehicle: Acura
4. City: Atlanta
5. Boy's Name: Aaron
6. Girl's Name: Angela
7. Alcoholic drink: Apple Pie Punch
8. Occupation: Art Teacher
9. Something you wear: Acrylic nails
10. Celebrity: Angelina Jolie
11. Food: Avocado
12. Something found in a bathroom:Air Freshener
13. Reason for being late: Abducted by aliens but when I explained I had to go to school they let me go
14. Animal: Aardvark
15. Body part: Arm
16. Word to describe you: Awesome (not really I know)
17. Word to describe the weather: A mess
18. Movie title: Alice in Wonderland
19. Singer/Songwriter: Alicia Keys
20. Country: Argentina
21. TV Show: American Idol
22. Color: Aqua
23. Breed of Dog:Airedale Terrier
24. School subject: Art
25. Something found in your junk drawer:A lot of make-up

Thursday, February 5, 2009

Change is hard, really hard.

Wow its been a CRAZY last few weeks. The last dew weeks have really opened up my eyes and have made me see that I need to learn how to be my own friend. Here are a few pictures of some friends that I have and and some I still have. I have had a wonderful life growing up. One thing that was hard and still is, is learning how to be my own friend. I know in the end Im not going to walk out on myself like most of the people above. I look at these pictures and I know most people would probably toss them. Trust me I have thought about it. But, at the times they were taken they were good memories. They still are good memories. I hate that these people arent in my life anymore. I dont believe in best friends b/c my whole life people have walked out on me b/c I am "different." That same thing is happening again. God always has someone there for me when he knows someone if fixing to do this to me. He knows way ahead of me that its going to happen. I think I am not the type of person that is suppose to have a lot of close friends at one time. I have always had one close friend at a time. Im not sure I would know what to do if that did happen to me.

The girl in the picture right above (in the gray shirt) I got to know about 6 years ago and she became one of my really good friends. We hung out all the time and as time went by she began to change. The big 21 was starting to approach and that meant going out to clubs and drinking all hours of the night. Well she started lying to me and ditching me to go to the clubs so she could drink and all that. Thats one thing I cant stand in a person is when they are dishonest or hide things. Well she became friends with the other girl who is trouble with a capitol T and they decided to move in together. I knew that was going to be bad when I found that out. I told her that we probably wouldnt be friends when they moved in together. That was in July and I was right. I have spoken to her since. She hasnt looked back and hasnt tried to call and see how I am or anything. I find out things from other people about what she is up to and you know I thank God that she isnt in my life right now. I dont agree with her lifestyle right now. Maybe one day we can be friends again.

The girl in the very top picture is my "best" friend. I put that in quotes b/c like I said I dont believe in best friends and this past two weeks has given be even more reason not to believe in them. We have been friends for 7 years. I know that Ashley would do anything for me and I would for her. But, the truth is we are growing apart too. I see it and I have seen it for some time. Im not sure if she does or if she does I dont think she wasnt to believe it. We got in a fight I guess you would call it and its been like high school all over again. I said somethings to her that hurt her feelings. I told her I was sorry for that but it was good enough. We cant seem to move on from it. I am the type of person that I have had some much happen that I move on and dont worry about things. Tomorrow is a new/different day type of person. Ashley isnt like that, I dont know what else she want or needs to be able to move on but I do know that I hurt her feelings and I am really sorry for that. We went from talking 20 times a day to talking maybe 3 times within the last week. I call and call and get nothing no answer or call back. I have done all I can do. I cried myself to sleep last night thinking about us. I always thought out of all people this wouldnt be one of the ones that "walk out" on me. I guess I was wrong, I know God has a plan for this I just dont know what it is. I hate when this happens the pain of waiting to see whats ahead kills me. She has and is getting to know a new group of people and I am happy for her. I am just sad that I dont have my "best" friend around anymore. I always thought we would be friends and that our families would be friends but I guess I was wrong with that one. I guess the hardest part with all this is having so much I want to tell my "best" friend but wanting to go to her first like it use to always be. Its sad that we cant be apart of each others lives. I guess once again I was just a "stepping" stone in someones life till they moved on and found something better.

Sorry for all the ramblings, I just had some stuff that I needed to say. So now I am learning to be my friend. CHANGE I HATE IT AND IT ALWAYS SEEMS TO COME AT MY EXPENSE.















Tuesday, February 3, 2009

What more do you want?

PRIDE
pride

n.
1. A sense of one's own proper dignity or value; self-respect.
2. Pleasure or satisfaction taken in an achievement, possession, or association: parental pride.
3. Arrogant or disdainful conduct or treatment; haughtiness.
4.
a. A cause or source of pleasure or satisfaction; the best of a group or class: These soldiers were their country's pride.
b. The most successful or thriving condition; prime: the pride of youth.
5. An excessively high opinion of oneself; conceit.
6. Mettle or spirit in horses.
7. A company of lions. See Synonyms at flock1.
8. A flamboyant or impressive group: a pride of acrobats.