I am loved

I AM LOVED!!! I am loved and it took me awhile to figure that out. I have been going to church my whole life and have always heard that every time you feel like your alone your always have one person that you can always talk to. Someone that is never going to leave you and someone who always knows when something is wrong without you even having to tell them whats going on. That is true and thats hard a times to remember to lean on him when times do get hard. I know I am loved in that regard but I know I am also loved with my friends. I know that I have friends that truly love me. I knew this but I didnt really know this till this past weekend. I went over to a friends house for dinner. One thing that I do is pay attention to the smallest things that no one else would get. Well I am always telling him how I am freezing. I am ALWAYS cold. I freeze in the middle of July. So when we go to eat dinner, his wife asked him if they had to have the fire going and he said he did that just for me b/c I am always cold. When he said that, that made my night. I was like aw you do listen to me. So then we go to eat dinner and were sitting down and I look at where my plate it and I usually always use a straw. I look down and there was a straw next to my plate. I was like you even got me a straw (talking to his wife) she was like no he actually did that. I know those were two small things but to me they were big. I was like I am so loved. I was thinking to myself who else would have paid that much attention to me and knew what I needed.

So then the feeling loved didnt stop a few days after at the office, everyone went to get lunch and they brought it back well this one guy in the office was getting my stuff out and he just starts helping me. He opened the stuff that I needed without me having to ask. I know people care about me and like to help me out but I have really felt it the last few weeks. I love having that someone who makes me feel like I am loved. You know how they say its the small things in life? Well it really is the small things in life.

Start paying attention to the small things in life and see how it makes you feel loved.